mengarang karangan~language break-down

GOD !!! help me plz ...sob ..sob,....english is never a problem for me from small as my family communicate in english, i love english every bit as i love reading books, my father is a pro in english language, he teaches english, been to uk to take up courses on that language . AND here i am ....his dear darling daughter SUFFERING from language break -down!!!! god ..i simply refuse to believe that im stuck in vocab and writting essays !!! darn those essays!!!!ouwwww~~~~ with agonizing pain through out my whole "exterior" and "interior" i have to admit that ..i suck at english !!!! god ...dat is a BIG BIG humilation to the tan's family !!!! every members in my family EVEN MY AH MAH knows english , how would i ??????!!!!! how would i ??????? haiiiizzzz.....arghhhhhhhh!!!! where are all those god damn vocab tat i have learned ????? WHERE IS IT ????? !!! come back to me ....come back to me ~~~i need inspiration fro my essays ... i need fabulous and bombastic vocab !!!! im goin to kill myself continuing writting these critic essays!

p/s: papa ..I NEED U !
:ah ma , i need u too !!! to remind me tat even u knows english !
: miss elise ....u r fabulous !
: dict, i so damn need u now !!! im goin to finish u up, without leaving bones !

my buttttttt!!!

wuahahahaha.....there u go ! this is my butt !! kakaka....cute huh ??!! congrats to myself for having the courage to post tis up ~ i have been thinking for some times ..post ?? or not post ?? and tadahhhh!!! here is my lovely wonderful silky smooth butt! hehe ...haha ...wahahaha ....lol !

im joking lar ~ its not my butt la ! but it is part of me ~ huhuhu...so sad to admit it ...its my fatty leg ~ was camwhoring dis afternoon , n suddenly de camera focus on my fat leg ..and den ! suddenly it looks like a butt ! haha ..snap it down and show it around fooling people around ..lol ~

sad to announce dat im fat again ...ok wait ...."again" is not the appropriate word..i have never been thin enough for me to use the word "again"

times up! nooooo....shit ! have to continue mengarang d ...when in the name of god m i goin to complete my darn essay ...haiz ~ oklar back to my essay !

bored

gosh ..these two days are reli torturing lar ...nothing to do ..gt homework ..but lazy to do , and dun have to pass up so soon also , hmm..dats y i dun have de energy to do it .its nt due date yet ..haha ..i totally waste these two days by just sleeping , eating , and online ...me &cayenne totally slept off the whole saturday afternoon ! hah ! wat a boring weekend ..and tat brings me here ! blogging ~ nothing to do ..went through some pic and decide to post it ~ have a look bah : )



p/s : tomoro is a new week with NEW PROJECTS ! i can see those busy week in front of me ! better go sleep nw ...ZZzzzzzz...nite

BAK KUT TEH ~

tat pot s HUGE ! i m craving for it now ! those tasty soft meat with delicious black gravy . yum~ these r another set of pic dat i went through randomly ...and my appetite grow while looking at it ..so i decide to post it ! hehe !everyone shud reli go eat KLANG'S BAK KUT TEH ! delicious~YUMMY!

my hermit crabbie ~

my dear hermit crabbie .....miss u so much ! i came across dis pic while going through my folders in my laptop....i was surprise to find this pic ...and suddenly all de memories came back ..I HAVE A CRAB BEFORE ! and i totally forgot about it ...oh...hw cruel im ..! hmm..i sort of forgot about his name d ( i name it ) but i sure miss him ! his originality is from one utama's pet shop, date bought - - - - forgot...keke ..i knw its at nite lar ...bought it with my housemate , xin hui !! kakaka ..and both of our crab nw ARE LOST ! dey ran away ....! im quite a weird person , i hate and terrified of those furry thinghy i have phobia of cats and furs , so i kind of "anti" everything and anything dat grows fur ...( of course except humans lar...those r called HAIR ..hehe)but i definitely like those without furs ..fish, crabs, lizards, and insects ...i think dey are jz so cool ..nice too ! espeacially those with colourful shell . so long crabbie ..hope u are on ur way to a wonderful journey !! say hi to xin hui's crab if u guys meet ya ~ : )

since when ??

since when i dun care that much about tv series anymore ?
since when i learned to be more brave ?
since when i bath frequently late at night?
since when i sleep darn late ?
since when morning is night and nigh is morning to me ?
since when i start to love goin to supermarkets ( jz for the sake of grabbing the cheapest veg)?
since when i start to be like an aunty spying for cheap things ?
since when i know how to bargain lagi ..?
since when i start to miss my frens more ?
since when i love my famly more ?
since when i learned the art of concealing ur true expression ?
since when i understand that is nt juz about working hard ?
since when i start to freak out myself every morning , afraid tat im late for coll ?
since when i crave for holidays ?
since when im lazy to cook ?
since when i learned de true value or friendship ?
since when i can sleep everywhere when im sleepy ?
since when i learned tat minding ur own business is far more wisely ?
since when i dun scream and start shedding tears whenever a cat comes near to me ?
since when i start earrings collections ??haha ( dis is a good one )
since when i start to eat marmite like sugar and salt ?...far more alot than when im a baby ?
since when i learned the skill of communication ?
since when i learned tat u put garlic in ur beras to prevent species ?

since when ........................SINCE I CAME TO KL ONE YEAR AGO !

hectic weekend ~

gosh.....!!! jz one week passed ???oh my !!! it seems like ages ....dis whole week is so full ..dat i feel so satisfied ..although it is buzy...but i feel happy doin it with my group ...have lotta fun : ) for this week , went to coll early in the morn , back in the evening , out again at night to seniors house continue-ing projetcts ..back again late at night ...and in between that ...i have a 2000 words essay , art gallery visiting essay , research on chan see shu yan temple ....english class , drawing class ...and CRAZY WEEK !!oh my god !! so so damn buzy ...somehow im goin to manage it ! and now finally ....i FINISHED my groups's sketchbook and storyboard ...yeepeee !!! wonderfull ! i dun have to go out late night again ..i like it when i have a very satisfied weekend with sufficient homeworks ...feel satisfied when it is complete, at least i feel that im not wasting time . to dear XXX i reli hope u can WAKE UP ! plz wake up ...dun continue dis ..feel so dissapoint to c u like dis , hope u realise it fast ... what has to be said had been said , its up to u now ~

mooody ~

haih...i'm still moody ...duno y ...and tonite ..it reli adds up to my moodiness......i heard from my classmates which is nt in my group dat i have a group meeting on...n i'm not in it ! shock !! y m i not informed .....dis few days i have been so free and complaining about being so free and have nothing to do while my other classmates r busy completing their sketchbook.....i seems to be jz couching around like a couch potato . in the middle of watching harry potter i quickly ran upstair to ask my fren who i alwez know will tell me if there is anything important or meetings need to be attend ...i feel so dissapointed that she didnt tell me anything about it .....makes me feel drop out from the group...where else i have been asking if there's anything need to be done . anyway ..only after asking her did i knw dat they dun know i was even bc from Malacca ... GREAT~ make me speechless ~ ok lar .....looks like they just dun know I'm back from Malacca ..i dunno why i'm still having dat stupid moody feel...makes me feel bad about everything ..about me ..about my surroundings ...about JUST EVERYTHING ! gosh .....reli hope i can kill tat feeling ~ anyway ..sad huh ? no one knw im bc in malacca due to my personal reason...and now no one knows i'm back ~

p/s - wats wrong wit me having those silly drop out feeling .....urghhh...hate those feel!