cure that pain please

help T__________T. can someone just wake up and sent me to a clinic nowwwww =( ! WAKE UP EVERYONEEEEEEE ANYONE ! im half dead now ! of all the time u had to come at this time ! in the middle of 4 am ! after coming back from hoay phing's belated b'day, i went to bed early. for two hours i endure de pain of gastric, and finally i cant take it anymore T_______T its killing me man ! and everyone is asleep =( and i naively tot aww how good i can sleep early tonight n wake up fresh for tomoro's lecture =( hope it goes off before 6, at least i have 2 more hours left of sleep.

im starting to get really worried about my health now. all my family members have the record of serious gastric except me. and now, im having it too. thanks to my unhealty diet and eating style =( its not the first time now. hav been complaining of stomach ache for de pass few days ! omg, cayenne help me ....am i having stomach cancer ??? =( its not like im forcing myself to go on diet, but im jz too lazy to tapao or cook . i have no motivation to cook now. and i dun even feel hungry, not until dinner time. had been having one meal a day this few days, and after every freaking meal ! i get gastric !!!! GRRRrrrrrrrrrr. im real scare now. i dunwan to have gastric like my parents. its so bloody torturing. i promise i will start eating normal from tomoro .....please just cure that pain T_____________T i want to sleep =(


hope the medicine i consume just now helps ! =( T_____________T

see you next time =)

whenever someone leaves room1. i drown myself into a complete denial state, refusing to actually accept that i have yet another goodbye to bid. The business of bidding goodbye have never been "use to it" for me. i hate bidding goodbye in blogspot to roomies, i hate reliving the time we spend together, but then , thats the only way for me to express what i couldn't say face to face and they all deserve a post from me =)

dear zhini =),

im so happy to have u as my roomie. u r so far one of the most quirky yet fun and full of knowledge roomie i ever had =) *im lucky and gratefull to have all wonderfull roomies*

i love chatting with you =) i love being temporary very *kepochi* about the entertainment industry =) it has alwayz been a fruitful discussion which nobody but you and i are interested in =) if not for ur existence as a student in kbu, i would think that may be you are one of the paparazzies =)

you are the only friend that actually agrees with me on the great potential of the late yasmin ahmad's production. i guesse i will never have that same passionate respond again. =( * who want to teman me go watch yasmin ahmad's production in cinema huh ?

i seriously and with respect salute u for your great ability in chinese writting. i love every words that you type out in your blog, i love the way you express yourself with your own magical words =) for a dummy in chinese like me, your words are an inspiration =) im not exagerating ya, u seriously have to continue blogging ok ! i dunno why , but im addicted to your words and style of writting =) keep it up !

like cayenne, i would like to say thank you for all the patience and tolerances with me. i know i know, im not a clean freak. *sigh, this would be the only thing i felt so sorry* sorry and thank you again =)

will surely miss another hungry ghost in the middle of the night =) u made me feel better having maggie in the middle of 3. who will teman me eat supper again huh ?*sigh. . .. i have to find another victim now . . . .

you are also one of the few among my frens that would discuss about the hypocrisy of the politic world with me. will surely miss those chats and discussions =)

for such a young age, you are one hell of a genius ! u know almost everything ! from the entertainment industry to the world of politics ! i feel so small T__T keep it up ya zhini =)

to end everything in short, you are unique, smart, small, quirky, and knowledable =) nice knowing you. we may never meet again, or we may meet again in one fine day , u have my deepest earnest regards =) its not going to be a smooth sail doing yout degrees , hope everything sail smoothly ALL THE BEST =) * to me you are always the smart one =) *


朋友当中最" HIAO " 的 LING ZHI NI -------------------------- 再见咯 =)


p/s : 下次见面时我要看到穿乞丐裤，背着乞丐包，拖着乞丐鞋的你哦 =）



慕橙上

another farewell.

oh why oh why? do i have to endure the loss of two roomies in such short period ? T___T the blur one went away, and now the little one is crawling away too. i felt the same amount of sadness and unwillingness to let this one go, but i guesse i can handle it better this time =).Not in a great mood this few days but am doing good =)may be dats why i slept so much like nobody business, im just trying to sleep off the unwillingness and hope tomoro never comes. im sad to the amount that i dread going shopping tomoro with my best fren in the whole wide world. i just want to sleep again =(

p/s: im relying on tomoro's shopping spree to lightend up my mood =) night world.

i lied

ok. IM FREAKING LOUSSSSSYYYYYYYYYY AT LYING. gosssssssssshhhh! that was hard . ask me to do anything but not lie.

haapeee ~

in the college now ! waiting for my 3d max class to start !=D someone invite me to join him to "play" in the computer lab wahhhhh =.= im freaking sleepy and tired physically, but finally, IM FREE OF PROJECTS AND ASSIGNMENTS ! WOOOHOOOOO! teeeheeeeee~ oklar, not free of all, kbu college its not that generous, not in a million years. i still have research and analysis to do for my next project which is my FINAL PROJECT. but lets not spoil the mood now. its CNY in three weeks time !!!! happeeeee! gonna have dinner with huiying and annhwang tonight ! hapeeeeee =) i can finally have a good sleep tonight =D hapeeeeee !

ok. this is yet another random post. sorry for this boring post. bye. i'll do better after i have a good 12 hours of sleep =) see you on the next post.

p/s: someone say my blog no pictures very boring wahhh ~ in fact, i've never intend to make this a photo blog =.= i do post some occasioanally when i feel like i want to ok. ish! wan see pics go facebook lar ck.

randomly

im surprise at how the word " keep in contact ya "came out from ur mouth. say less of it unless u meant every of your words.

happy belated birthday xinhui =)

im damn sleepy now ........ BUT ! i had a wonderful night full of laughters with a bunch of fabulous friends =) its dear xinhui's belated birthday celabration ! hutang u the birthday prezzies first ya. its been a long time since we hang out and have fun like tonight. missing those days, but what to do we are the future designers =) all in all, i had fun tonight !especially in ck's car. =D will post up all the photos soon ....for now, T_________T i shall resume back to my cad drawings . goodluck everyone. we'll have a shopping date after this yar =)

random post

ok, im shuddering right now. not because of the cold weather but because of some random message my senior just posted up in facebook.

the storm was heavy~the storm was brutal~ but we manage to survive till the end~ non of us quit~non of us is a quitter ~we are the toughest designer of all ! - raymond-

i can feel the intensity im about to face in year 3. gosh. totally freak me out. any situation using the word "storm" to decribe aint goin to be a good one. i hope i can post that up when its my turn to have a taste of that "storm" we'll wait and see =)