yuxuan ,bye ........rest in peace.

i was so shocked when i receive de message from hong kim ......saying dat u passed away, and asking us to go bc , attend ur funeral if we can to bid farewell to u for de last time . i was so so shock n i simply cant believe it ~ i tot he was playing a joke on me ...u knw rite ppl alwayz fool me around ....i jz pray and hope dat dis time i was fooled , but it was not. oh my god ! i jz cant belive it . u were involved in an accident with jun xian and guan xian, seems dat jun xian drove over de limit ...and ..."it happened " why ? why ?? why when life is smoothly goin on well...and i have to receive dis bad news? when i knw u died on thde spot ....it jz reli, deeply pierce into my heart ....i cant hold it ...i have to try to refrain my tears ....i was angry with my mum when she wont allow me go bc and attend ur funeral ....argue with her and almost broke down.....but i refrain ....crying silently in my heart . im so so sorry i cant bid u farewell for de last time ..im so sorry ...im punished with guilt for not getting to u whenever i was bc in malacca..if only i did...im so sorry and i miss u .....: (

yu xuan, here is something to u , deeply from my heart ~


Dear yuxuan,

although we were not a close friend ..but we were frens,
we were once in the same class for a short period.
i remember ur cheerful smile which u alwayz greet me with,
i remember ur cheerful , kind N amazing personality.
i remember u tease me sometimes ,
we did fool around too.....
i remember u kindly offer to fetch me home sometimes.
now, with u absent in our life,
we lose a special fren.....
a fren we will never forget ,
a friend we will alwayz miss N remember in heart.
to us and from all of us ,
yu xuan, u were a special friend !

P/s : like wat wei teck says, this is life ~
one moment we were all here,
next moment , it wont be de same again~