im off to genting =)

am going to genting with my malacca friends tomoro =) hope all goes well and i can coax them to camwhore with me . teeheee. malacca friends r kinda different with my kl bunch of friends =) they dun camwhore much . but .....i will try ....hohohohohoho...

thee, thou, thy, thine.

" Yesterday, I saw thee and thy friend on the street. Wast thou going somewhere with him? I saw thee sitting behind the wheel, so I thought thou wert (or thou wast) the driver. Was the car his or thine? I didn’t know thou hadst thy license."

I'm so into English literature recently. actually it was way back into my secondary yrs that i have the passion for English literature in fact, it was one of the subject i considered taking up too. but i left it behind my mind after deciding to settle down to IAD.

recently, b'coz I'm so free, i decide to dig it out of my mind , do some research and some self -teaching study =) I'm that diligent, keke..... and i still find it amusing =) its a pleasure and interesting experience u know to research way back into the beautiful language people back then speak of. i find it amusing that the language our society now speak of can have such big differences from the period back then. usually, people improve rite ? from period to period the societies are improving, life style are changing turning into a luxury period where people are willing to spend everything to IMPROVE in any and every aspect.

but, sadly no one seems to care much about the etiquette of speaking languages.as a matter of fact, it gets worse. people seems to mangle the grammar badly enough to send knowledgeable people into hysterics. we can so often hear self- created vocab and suprisingly, people do remember those words rather than the standard english vocab, and spread it like a contagious virus. weird rite ? to me its just the matter of wether are u willing to learn or not. if u can adapt to such vocab and influence your peeps too, why cant you learn the proper way of speaking the language?

hmm, remember those beauty pageant shows where contestant were always ask of their dreams ? u can just turn off the tv knowing that they will surely give the universal answer which is world peace lar...no war lar....save the animals lar....donate for the orphans lar....ALL CRAPS !
we all know its all bullshit. well, hehe if i were to answer it , i will surely say : i want the world ( at least my country malaysia)to speak proper decent language so that no other country will look down on us and may be our country will be famous ..u knw , for being the most proper brought-up country ...hahahahaaaa.

p/s: imagine the whole country speaking thee and thou ..hahaaa. funny =)

lost of words

recently, i have the habit of not replying my sms messages. recently, i have double the amount of messages i usually receive . not having the urge to reply instanly, b'coz i jst dunno wat to reply ! i honestly have no idea what i shud reply. sometimes i can just linger at the message for god-knows-how-many- minutes, in the end i give up replying. when i chose to reply, its either b'coz im force to sleep early and i aint falling asleep, so i start replying messages that i havent reply or i reply the next day out of guiltness =( partly, im just being annoyed at how people text their mesages and the way they construct questions before the question forming in their minds. others, i just really have no answers for ur message.

this is so goin to piss off those that sms me. sorry, im undergoing the lost of words period. Those that i replied, congrats. that means you are worth replying to, and ur messages are nt that dumb. =)

p/s: im goin to get a new phone soon =) may be, i will reply all of your messages then, out of excitement of having a new phone =) teehee.

thunderings~

i heard the grumblings of thunder and i know a storm is not far away now. shall i pray to prevent raindrops ?

cendols and anchovies

malacca nowadays , is pretty hot. its not sexy hot but ridiculously flaming hot!
so i went cendoling with my cousin charmaine =)

and i felt like im in the heaven of ice =) the cendol well....is

super duper triple quadruple fantalicious !

before that, we were having plucking-the-shit-off-the-anchovies activity =)

hehee. while doin it, i can alredy imagine it being cook into my favourite sambal belacan . yumm



sometimes, being able to sit down, plucking these anchovies with your grandma is a treat too.

urghh ~

urghhh....i cant seem to post properly ! there is alwez something wrong ! either the space is too much or i cant change the arranging of the text...making it look untidy after posting. urghhh

morning - e

so it was on this lovely morning that i teman my ah ma go exercising together with my cousin,


and we drop by ah ma's friend's house to ajak her walk with us =)


thats my dear cousin charmaine , who loyally teman ah ma dance shalalala ~ for one whole week



upon reaching we met a stupid stray dog


although she's holding an umbrella, but mind u she is the instructur that taught us dance shalala ~ and taichi too !

can u imagine me dancing shalala and practising tai chi with a bunch of ah mas ?? well , i cant !!

its kinda embarassing ! coz i cant follow what they do ! ..huhuhu....shame to me !

THE CONCLUSION IS

i will NEVER EVER EVER EVAR ! go to this exercise again, coz apparently, dat stupid stray
dog invited a whole group of stupid stray dogs to dance with us ! so it was an unbearable traumatic morning for me~ if it wasnt for the aunties, i would have scream off my lungs ~

charmaine is the best grand-daughter my ah ma ever had.

she teman her every morning for one whole weeek =)

p/s : ah ma, sorry for not wanting to go again. unless someone lock up all that bunch of stray dogs. or else, no way im goin again

im with flu !

I GOT CAUGHT UP WITH A FLU ! ....gosh , i have flu ...will i have swine flu??hmm, but i dun have fever wor.... haha, im sure if cayenne or zhini read dis they are goin to strangle my neck for being such a worry-some ass. haha ...didnt manage to update blog this few days ...cant seems to find a decent time for it ...sobs. everytime i blog halfway my parents would be sticking their head into the room asking me to STOP PLAYING WITH UR LAPTOP !duh.....i cant live without online lar. they alwez seems to be interruping when im blogging , and i have to close it immeadiately =( so might as well dun blog lar ~

angels and demon is out !!! .cool ! ..i want really want to watch it , the book is awesome and i hope that i can watch it coming real-life. but im praying that this one will not be like every other novel inspired film, which usually dissapoint book lovers like me.

ok im just talking craps here, im so goin to read my book and go to sleep now, so that i will recover from my flu and not turn into swine flu =) ...heheee

p/s : my hard disc is ok now =) cool ~ it really did recover by itself~

im terribly sad and frustrated !!!! terribly !! terrible !! =(

what the hell happened to my hard disc ??? huhuhuhu.....=( whats wrong with it ?? kanasai !! i spend so muc money to buy and im nt satisfied with it !!!

1, this stupid hard disc cant seem to obey when i want it to be safety removed !

2, ok nvm, because im such a good owner i didnt simply unplug it , i shut down my laptop with the maxtor hard disc usb still attached to it. THEN! when i open it at night there's this weird " tut ..tut..." sound !!! kanasai ! and it freak me out !

3, ok nvm, so i wana copy paste something AND IT WONT LET ME ! it ask me to reformat my stupid hard disc ! AND DAT FREAK ME OUT TOO !! because i have like tonnes of files and important info inside ! MY ENTIRE LIFE AND EDUCATION IS TRAP INSIDE ! MY ENTIRE LIFE DEPENDS ON IT !!! kanasai !

4, so, because i was freak out, i quickly plug out dat stupid usb and try again,and luckily it works ! with de fastest speed i back up the most important folder in my entire life which is EVIDENCE OF HOW WONDERFUL MY LIFE HAS BEEN - THE PICTURES FOLDER !

5, so i thought let it rest a while may be tomoro it recover and i wont have to listen to dat annoying tut tut sound again. BUT !!! this morning it got worse !!! kanasai ! it cant even let me copy and paste anything ! i was damn annoyed i try again THEN ! hell ! NOTHING INSIDE LIAO !!!! huhuhuhuhuu =( im so sad ~~~

6, and i cant safety remove it too !!!

huhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh IM SO SAD =(

why like this de ??? why ?? =( stupid hard disc! hate u !!! I HATE U !!! im asking my father to call his men to repair u , so u better recover or else im goin to throw u in the bin kanasai ! luckily i managa to retrieve the most important folder =(

huhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhu kanasai !

im back to the usual routine ~

what makes us look forward to waking up every morning? well , reading newspaper makes me look forward to waking up every morning. upon waking up , i would go downstair to find my favourite copy of THE STAR NEWSPAPER =) and mind u its EVERY MORNING!

at least thats what i do every morning before stepping into college life. but after, i seldom read anymore because im never on time and have time for reading newspaper anymore. BUT ! because im on a 5 months recuperating program , so IM BACK TO READING NEWSPAPER =) aint that ought to be happy about=) teeeheeee ~

say fish : im pregnant !

so, one windy evening i went jalan jalan to the next taman -melaka baru with my dear cousin charmaine. we pass by dis aquarium shop and i suggest to check it out. upon entering what
caught my eye was this huge aquarium with lotsa small fishes lying in.

yup ! it was just lying there like a dead fish ! i was in awe ! because this fish is damn weird and instanly caught my attention was its belly. every fish have a bulky belly as though they are pregnant. but then i have never ever seen a fish pregnant before, and i never imagine it to be like this. i thought its another new species that i didnt knw coz u c im quite *unknowledgeable*with animal species, and god knows hw many thousand and million species of fish there are in this world.

an uncle came and told us these fishes are being quarantine from the others because they are pregnant !!! first time in my life i saw fishes with big bulky pregnant belly, just like any other mothers do. Awesome ! interesting aye. but i kesian the fishes for having to carry a heavy bag doing nothing but just lying in de water. they cant even swim ! they can only move bit by bit. poor thing ~ anyway it is intresting. hmmm..im suspicious are they for sale ?

yummy

"petaytoe" as ms elise pronounced. spicy hot curry chicken and petaytoe with wholemeal bread

soft fantalicious golden pumpkin cake with fried onion and scrumptious meat as topping

woooooo ~ my favourite ! spicy giler sambal belacan with anchovies and sweet onions.

Aww ~~ dun we all just have dat one particular favourite breakfast dat we desire so much to munch on it , and even after decades u will still yearn for it??! ! well i have !! aww~~im drooling now, ahhh~~~~ how blessed im to have an ah ma that cook superb food =)

on the first week after coming back from kl, i went to my ah ma's house to stay to accompany my dear cousin who also followed me back to accompany my ah ma. so, my ah ma was so thrilled dat both her *sayangs* were back, she prepared alot and when i say alot it means ALOT , of delicious food for us. and it was awesome ! may be b'coz i seldom can taste her food now of these days, which made me miss her food more =)

i seriously *heart* the breakfast on thursday ! she prepared all my favourites ! awwww~i enjoyed it so much i went for a few rounds till ah ma says : gao liao lor girl ! * hokkien* in english is enuf d lor girl. hahha..but i still went for another round =D . she prepared spicy curry chicken with soft petaytoe to have it with wholemeal bread and super spicy sambal belacan with anchovies and sweet onions to go with golden pumpkin cake with scrumptious meat and fried onions =) AND ITS AWESOME ! its de best i can ever ask for~ compare to wat i had for breakfast in kl which is nothing because i was never on time for breakfast, dis is awesome for me. love u much much much ah ma ~ oh wat can we do without u ah ma. my mum doesnt cook, the whole family eat everything and anything that ah ma prepared. without ah ma, i think i would be one of those child whose parents are too busy to cook dat dey juz tapao unhealthy outside food for me =(

I salute u ah ma !

P/s : ah ma r , i think there's a reason y ur food are so delicious. after cooking for us for so many years *winks

hours of darkness

i cant sleep ! ....what is the time now ? oh no just 1:24 ??? the night is still young !!! ..oh man , what to do to entertain myself when nobody is here to entertain me ? usually in kl , im either still up rushing for projects , or im still online-ing or im out with the gang. but ...but .....now, im just lying in the bed starring at the ceiling. my parents banned me from touching my laptop * coz they say my head is alwez stuck in front of the laptop screen* & from reading story books ! they say its late now, u shud be in bed. ouwwww....sad for me, coz im still nt used to sleeping early. give me sometime to get used to it mah dui ......

so i secretly took out my camera , turn on the lamp in my room and took this photo. i keep on starring at it in the black and wonder how nice it would be if i turn it on. cant blame me ..im just too bored and have nothing to do !!! ...I HAVE NOTHING TO DO !!! ...wow..i will miss this sentence when the 5 month holiday ends.

im goin to force myself to close my eyes now.....we'll c wether how long i can close it before i turn on the lamp to curi curi read books again =) its my daily routine now * reading in the dark xP

ahhhh ~ story books =)

yeah !! .. finally have the time to indulge in my favourite past time !! which is READING ! hmm..im sure all my close friends would know that im a huge fan of story books, coz i just cant resist STORIES ! =) Am so happy for myself !!! teeheee ~

since coming home, i've finished

1 RL.STINE fear street series book ( freak myself out while reading it in the middle of the night)

1 Susan johsnson's temporary lover ( mmm....nt romantic enuf mc naught is far more better )

2 Reader digest ( its a must every month! )

1 Dr jekyell and mr hyde ( for the *** time again =) i jz love this book )

1/2 Of daniel defoe's moll flanders ( well, its quite dull ..but im goin to finish it anyway )

so now, tonight think im goin to start on my chronicles of narnia . yeah !! krys lets compete who finish first =) Hooooo...cant wait for the night to fall. i have a habit of reading books from pm to am.....wont it be so romantic reading alone while everyone is sleeping, with THE AIR CON -ON ?

wuahahaha ......im lovin it !!

Well , at least this proves that my interest in reading hasn't fade off yet =) upon starting my college life, i thought i wont have time for story books anymore and eventually my passion for it will fade, but ...IT HASN'T ! im still as active as before =) although i live a hectic life trying my best to blend in the designers world , yet i manage to read a few pages of stories everynight * well most of the nights* good for me =)

So long now , off to bury my head in pages of facinating stories =)

im round !

damn ! haih...i 've de most rounded face a person can ever have ! ...=( why is my face so round ??

i've been longing to cut my hair for so long ....coz its so frustrated to see a lion mane hanging on top of ur head . so there ....! i went to chop it offf...and now it looks like a ballon hanging on top ! the first pic is de one with balloon while de second one will be the lion mane. so sad rite ?huhuhuhu....why is it so round ....huhuhu....i wan to be thin thin thin !!! i wan my face to b thin !!! ish ....

anyway im happy to be home now, but im also missing my life in kl ~

5 months without u guys

packing off now , goin off at 7 and now is 4:55 in the afternoon. im alredy starting to feel heavy while packing ...gosh ,im alredy starting missing my life in kl ?? i knw im gonna miss it. hopefully i can come back after a month or two to work . that is if my mum allowed me to. i would reli like to come back and work with my friends , but my mum doesnt seems to be fine with dat. well , we'll see. looking forward to the bukit tinggi trip ( that is if its still on ) . may b i will come back to have autocad class,we'll seee.........

empty bed empty table luggage all redy , huhuhuhu...gonna miss u guys . 5 months without u guys will surely be a little dull. no yum char at circle and station one , no lepaking with ck in the middle of the night, no small movies in my rooms , no mc d in the midnight, no trips, no rushing for projects together, no lepaking with u guys. =( will definitely miss everything .

its alwez like this, i would crave for holiday like hell but when it reach, i woud alwez leave with a heavy heart. this would be the first time not seeing u guys for so long ...5 MONTHS ! imagine that ! we've been so close now that 5 months seems like 5 years . HUHUHUHU..BYE GUYS ...C U IN 5 MONTHS . love U guys nonethelesss ! =)

p/s : shenesse, cendy, krys, amos, ken, alvin, ck, xin hui, zoey, cayenne. xoxoxoxo

a note for mr razif ~

to mr razif,

seriously ,u look like a typical college boy lar, as though u r one of my classmates. but u r not. you are a great lecturer who have wide knowledge in almost every thing that one can throw to u. you are an awesome lecturer who i respect highly for ur critics in art and design ,but not when it come to project. we'll leave tis out as dis post is nt goin to be about that topic. im quite dissapointed that u r goin off ,b coz i cant possibly learn everything from u yet ,i still have alot more to learn and share ur part of knowledge that u are alwez generous in. true in words that u are alwez " twisting here and there"but to me dats jz ur lack of communication.

i've learned alot from u .,when i tot i was de pro in a topic , u were far more greater than me. its a pleasure by just pulling a chair out, sitting down and listening to ur share of knowledge. i've nothing but to say :

THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND ALL THE BEST IN UR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS ~

may b someday we will meet in the same industry and have the chance listening to ur stories again =)

my new tatooo

huhuhuh.....my kneeee....i tatooed my knee with dis new image ~nice huh .went to pulau ketam and got myself into a bicycle accident =.= i didnt bump into anyone....dat somebody bump into me =( and dat silly guy have the gut to continue talking on the phone den went off with a look and a smile for me . i was in pain de moment i fell dwn but i stil act macho told ken & zoey ...oh is all right , nt pain lar. ACTUALLY IT HURT ! well,but it went off soon . but then at night while bathing...woooo, i got this huge mark with tiny yucky red dots with blue black background.

just now while having a farewell party ..i bump into it AGAIN ! ...celaka betul hmph* well...its all right...nt pain lar =.=

心理测验

不久前做了个心理测验，解答是 ：

表面上，你看似冷漠的有些孤傲，
其实你却有不一样的热情；
在你的心底跟有对世间一切最纯真的想法。
你有情却不多情，
你可以改变却不善变。
肤浅的异性不会接近你，
走进你世界的比定是有内涵的人。

哇。。。超准的，除了那段看似有些孤傲冷漠。
我哪有冷漠孤傲？才不是呢！ 可能有时比较静而已。

对对！ 我对世界有最纯真的想法 ，
不是我笨！我一点都不笨！是人家把我当笨而已。

对对！我可以改变却不善变！我能不代表我喜欢。

对对！我就喜欢有内涵的人 =）不过我也喜欢会音乐的人=）

cheer up friend

after reading a friend of mine's blog, suddenly i realise sometimes,things may nt seem to be wat u see thru ur eye. u may think that tis person is de most funniest and most empty headed fren u hav,but den it may nt seems to be the truth. wat we interprete thru our eyes are no longer the only truth anymore. i've been practising it often by nt judging people with one second look as well as nt judging people by the content that came out of his /her mouth. but today was quite a sad thing for me to learn that from a friend. i often tot that he is de silliest friend i have ,but it may seems that it is actually de opposite of all my believes.

we went out yum char at night and was as happy as i tot everything is, coz we no longer have projects to rush for. halfway thru , something happened, phone calls came in, the guy walkout,den comebc with a nt so alright face and den we were all hush back with reason ,may be to me it seems to be excuses that something happened to his family. at first i tot ok, may b dis time it is reli family matter,but then it doesnt seems dat way when i read the blogs.

and then everthing came out, it was not as we tot it was. haih, and he wasnt as joyful as we tot he was when he laughs out loud, he wasnt as relax as we were as we tot. he wasnt as happy as we saw from his face. it kind of make my heart ache while reading his blog, b coz he is quite close with us and i knw how sad he is. but theres nothing for me to do as he doesnt say it out and its not my part to be involve. anyway. just wants to tell him badly that,u still have a bunch of frens who cares about u , and ur life is nt as dull as u think when u change ur perception as well as
perspective. there is so much more of life other than wat u see now,and u reli dun have to pretend infront of us . jz walk away or go off when u r upset . u dun have to force urself to bring us out when u r upset or to think of excuses to hide ur frustrations because, we dun mind. friends doesnt need ur explaination they understand.

hope that u recover soon which only u urself knw it as we may not see it, bcoz u r alwez hiding ur true emotions. and we'll be there for u when u need someone to talk to ~ cheer up friend~

混乱

心里一直都在逗留着某些情绪挥删不了，
复杂混乱的让我无能为力，
当我觉得不再在意时，
它却变本加厉。
有时很好奇的，
想把它当是达文西密码，
那样揭开。
但它就不是啊。
怎么办呢？
=（
就给你多一段时间吧～