she throwed my stuff again ~

you throwed my stuff AGAIN ~

bye ~ dear myvi NCC9224

shit ! i forgot to kiss goodbye to myvi NCC9224! sorry for not even saying a proper goodbye to u ! ..u have done good for us ! im proud of u myvi 9224! u transported us safely all this while * a credit to ur owner's sister too =) * by owning u all this while makes us more convenience in goin out yum char late at night, great helper in fetching our smelly loaded clothes, by giving me a good and safe trip to genting with my buddies ......N many more ....

in conclusion ...MYVI NC9224 ! u have contribute alot!

therefore u r now temporary given some holidays to recover ur bruises and serve ur other owner !

thx to cayenne the generous humble and good driver . thx for willing to fetch our huge heavy buttocks everywhere and anywhere =) thank you ....*sorry for nt helping u in directions.

p/s make sure the next time u return for ur job u r whiter than ever without bruises ..hehe ~

mmm....

a family photo with my grandparents on my mum's side

a bunch of trusworthy golden friends

a pic i appreciate dearly ( of me and my dear papa )

a family photo with my ah ma ( regretted for nv taking a pic with my ah gong *sobz )

my father's little brother - my father's mother - my father

i tot dat a weekend back at home with my families would surely cure my homesickness ...but it proved me wrong ! I miss them more now.....and was having a childish thought of goin back every weekend . hmmm....if i reli do dat ....my mum would think dat something is wrong with me .....

miss u mummy papa brian ah ma wai poh wai gong ying ying jiu mu jiu jiu big jiu mu big jiu jiu chin yap chin hui amanda celine wendy gugu justin mong shy mong ling jie jie hui ying chen kiat ann hwang renee kah ling my security wai loon pausin termizi ming yong cailing ............etc.

( the list goes on)

p/s love u guys

crochets ~

hmm.....its been a long time since i heard those beautiful melodious voice from him . Dis is the guy dat i admire reli much a long time ago. He is one of my quite talented friends. =) not only does he sings super super well , he plays de guitar as well as de piano ...NOT ONLY DAT ! ..he can reli reli imitate jay chou's rap almost the same , start and stop exactly at de same seconds ..those in tune beats ...those charisma ....huhu...i was stuned when i first heard him rap. flashing back , at dat time i wasnt reli into rap ..i would often skip rap songs,.............until i got the chance to hear him sing. weird huh ?? i wasnt into it when listening to the original singer ..but when i hear him sing ...my god ..i was stuned ! and dat leads me into a more versatile music fans today. eventually after getting more known to raps and gradually begin to appreciate it ...i was exposed to much more different style of music , and suprisingly ....i can accept quite well, And there begins my journey in exploring more different and quirky style to test how far i can go and how versatile i m . from sentimentals to rock n roll, every different style stir up different emotions in me , leading me into its own melodious world. Music to me is as important as consuming 8 glass of water everyday, it is also the invisible hue of every breath i breathe to colour my life with. without music, i would be as lifeless as grey. thinking back, if not for my final desicion to hold on to my dreams in the world of art and designs, i would surely be taking up music now, huming and playing de piano as major and violin as minor. dat was once my music teacher hope for me. mmmm....looks like i dissapoint her now, ( anway it wont be a huge different difference for her) as i m dissapointed n her too.

hmmm...wat would it feel like living everyday, every hour every minute every seconds indulging in tunes and melodies ??


p/s: miss the voice and the singing , when can i hear it again ? tralalala tralalalalalaa ~

random stuff

haih.....sometimes, listening is tiring too.....espeacially from different sides. im strating to become more and more immune. haih...tonite is another boring nite. nothing worth me spending time on it. the only good news is ..imgoin bc dis weekend = ) with my best fren somemore ...hehe ..miss her. =)

the differences after two years

the pillow talks were far gone by now
the sms were never replied
phone calls were never return
missing each other seems to be an individual thinghy now
the itch to moan and complain to each other were long gone too
talking craps no longer exist
the sincerity are doubted
time spend together = 0
its a public thing now , secrets are spared.

musim kerinduan~

hav been missing lotsa people tis recently .....wats goin on ? is it one of those musim kerinduan ?? its march musim kerinduan ?? :( geting kind of grumpy , hate having the* i miss u so much* feel...and ya right ! krys, its way more easier to notice the absent then the presence....weird huh?? me alwez taking things for granted ,but now missing dreadfully....oh when will my may holiday comes ?? of course its may ! and i have to wait till may ??? T_T . i miss almost everyone in malacca.....

why are my parents alwez so busy ?? sometimes i jz hope for more attention and some quality time for the whole family . my papa is alwez busy with his school thinghy and his hi-fi business,while my mum is alwez busy in attending to my papa and incharge of the hi-fi business too. our family hardly have any time for each other other than sundays....and that will be the day my parents r extremely exhausted and would rather rest and have some quality sleep . me and brian woud alwez amuse ourself by indulging in our own little world. it has comes to the point that it feels weird having both my parents at home on sundays, n sunday is de day in a week dat i dread for....bcoz im just too use by not having them at home. but then .. sometimes ....sometimes......i jz wish they r there everyday. and i wish i can talk to my papa in a normal way not having to rehearse everytime when i wants to talk to him. i wish we can have the normal daughter-father relationship. i still remember clearly when i was small ..i was his little princess and precious. due to my papa's strict and old fashion way of educating and upbringing, everything change. when i was small i m alwez glued to him ..but now .... it sadden me terribly everytime it came across my mind. T_T is there any chance dat we can improve our relationship now and go back to the old days when im alwex glued to him ?? i would exchange everything for that ! i would exchange everything to have more quality time with my family. i reli miss them now.

although we seldom spend time together, but still , u guys are the best parents to me !!!!
papa and mummy i miss u terribly , i love both of u nonetheless ! T_T

p/s : papa, i knw u have been trying real hard in improving our relationship, and i know u care and love me deeply . i promise i will try as hard ! love u so much papa n mummy too !


love
dear daughter adeline ~

stupid human interaction

ok....im goin to admit dis thing....of all education i've learned and master, i found out that the education of human interaction is the most damn-nest , difficult course i've ever take up ...and i keep on failing n failing to understand the complexcity of human nature !!!! .what the hell !!!! ~ its the hardest thing ..and i think till death i still wont receive a sijil for pass ! gaaaaarrrrggggg.....~ fine ...dis is a individual thing ....not everyone likes u ..u cant force eveyone into liking u so , and u cant force me into liking u either...dun care lar ....even celebrity also got flammers so wat m i to complain ~ hmph !!! pergi mati and mampus !!!!!!!garrrrrggggggggggg...!!!!!


and there dis weird thing dat cant get off my mind tis whole afternoon. ok..dis is an individual thing also ...everyone has different perspective in viewing things. i found out tat "she" actually add some of my frens dat is a stranger to her ...whom she dun even knw or heard before ! oh my !!!..got people like dis de r ...i didnt knw de !okla ..im so ulu~ hmph ..i dun understand y she add my frens dat she dun knw nv talk before nv c before( only in frenster n facebook)??? c ?? its one of the human nature dat i didnt pass ?? the world is full of weird people ~haih...may be i shud get out more mix more to open my eyes ..den i wont be dat ulu .