musim kerinduan~

hav been missing lotsa people tis recently .....wats goin on ? is it one of those musim kerinduan ?? its march musim kerinduan ?? :( geting kind of grumpy , hate having the* i miss u so much* feel...and ya right ! krys, its way more easier to notice the absent then the presence....weird huh?? me alwez taking things for granted ,but now missing dreadfully....oh when will my may holiday comes ?? of course its may ! and i have to wait till may ??? T_T . i miss almost everyone in malacca.....

why are my parents alwez so busy ?? sometimes i jz hope for more attention and some quality time for the whole family . my papa is alwez busy with his school thinghy and his hi-fi business,while my mum is alwez busy in attending to my papa and incharge of the hi-fi business too. our family hardly have any time for each other other than sundays....and that will be the day my parents r extremely exhausted and would rather rest and have some quality sleep . me and brian woud alwez amuse ourself by indulging in our own little world. it has comes to the point that it feels weird having both my parents at home on sundays, n sunday is de day in a week dat i dread for....bcoz im just too use by not having them at home. but then .. sometimes ....sometimes......i jz wish they r there everyday. and i wish i can talk to my papa in a normal way not having to rehearse everytime when i wants to talk to him. i wish we can have the normal daughter-father relationship. i still remember clearly when i was small ..i was his little princess and precious. due to my papa's strict and old fashion way of educating and upbringing, everything change. when i was small i m alwez glued to him ..but now .... it sadden me terribly everytime it came across my mind. T_T is there any chance dat we can improve our relationship now and go back to the old days when im alwex glued to him ?? i would exchange everything for that ! i would exchange everything to have more quality time with my family. i reli miss them now.

although we seldom spend time together, but still , u guys are the best parents to me !!!!
papa and mummy i miss u terribly , i love both of u nonetheless ! T_T

p/s : papa, i knw u have been trying real hard in improving our relationship, and i know u care and love me deeply . i promise i will try as hard ! love u so much papa n mummy too !


love
dear daughter adeline ~