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Im SO SO SO SO SO SO duple triple quadruple sad T_____________T that my roomie is moving out =( im in such intense sadness that i dun even feel like talking bcoz i might cry any minute T_____T i love my roomie so much, but she's moving out coz she doesnt love me anymore =(

i shall bury my intense sadness by watching souless humour series which might make me cry more than laugh T_________T.

christmast carols

T___________________________T attacked by insomnia again! ouwwww. ..why cant i sleep. can sleep dunwan sleep, when canot sleep baru bising bising. i think i mush have gone crazy, im too free, bored and tired, but i just cant sleep. INSTEAD, i ended up listening to christmast carols, hoping that i may fall asleep soon. INSTEAD, i ended up downloading a bunch of christmast carols. INSTEAD, i started to hum in the dark while my roomies are fast asleep. INSTEAD, i get more and more energetic listening to the songs. IN THE END i ended up here blogging. T________T seriously consider consulting a doc. i dunwan to die early. T____T

gosh its 4 am nw. i wana kill myself !

happy 21st shu mei and ah yong =D

dear shu mei & ah yong :

happy birthday shu mei & ming yong! u guys are officially 21 now ! ouwww, i feel so sad i cant be at the party celebrating with u guys. T______T sorry. anyway, we bought u a prezzie shu mei ! will give it to u when im bc next week. its a silver stainless steel wrist band with ur name carve on it. yeah ! ur BIG* name carve on it !ok , i feel like swearing now ! I SWEAR IM NT STEPPING INTO THAT SHOP EVER AGAIN !deep breathe* ok lets not spoil the mood. HOPE YOU LIKE IT =D its from me, hui ying, ann hwang, mauteng, ah kiat & yu fatt. =DD anyway credits shudbe given to me coz i chose that prezzie ! lalala =P

ah yong, if u'r reading this, u'll receive ur prezzie too. its a secret! deng deng * lol. an apology again from all of us in kl for nt turning up for the party. im glad that after so long, we are still as good as before, as chitchatty as before . love u guys ! * sorry, am nt in the mood for blogging currently, coz im aroused by the sound of my roomie cayenne playing guesse the sketch ! =D arrghhh.....im goin to join them now. ..... byeeeeee ! *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN !

happy mid autumn ~

i miss mummy . i miss papa . i miss brian. T________________T i miss home terribly =(

happy mid autumn to all !

再见上弦月，告别下弦月，迎接全满月；月圆人团圆，赏月思故乡；游子四处游，心中念亲友；赏月如遇亲，心中已团圆；八月仲秋节，赏月好佳节；月亮特别圆，感觉特别近；月是好佳节，月饼挂嘴边。 希望未能和家人庆中秋的游子，仲秋节快乐。

moonlight shinning through the window,
i wonder if its the frost on the ground ?
looking up, i see the moon hung high,
missing my hometown when i tilt my head down.

my third day in coll ~

ahh~ im nt in the mood for blogging since i came bc to kl, and first few days was terrible. i still havent get over the fact that im entering yr 2 and classes have start. the 5 months hols was like a dream, now it felt like i've been drag out from heaven to hell all over again. i dont feel like socializing, i dont feel like goin anywhere fancy,having any fancy meal. part of me wants to fleet away from the flock,but my consious mind ask me to stay close. im still trying to fit myself in and get use to it,though i dont really feel like doing anything at all. And now, i officially hate long holidays. i rather it be a short one, long ones tend to make one lazy and fall in back to our comfort zone. urghh ! i hate long holidays! i've never felt this terrible before! previous hols was short and fun and i always look forward coming back for coll. so please please no more long hols please...

i'm gonna sue kbu if they give long hols again ! cheat people wan ! stilll have to pay rental somemore!

* im just trying to burn away the time by blogging while waiting for a meeting at 2.30. sobs* everyone else is having cad class but im notT_____T oh why do i have to be in a different group. sigh* life is like dis kan ? we cant alwez get what we want, so i'll just have to stick with it. i've loads of pending pics and post act, but later lar...wait till im in a better mood =)

times up! ciao. time really does fly. gosh.....