haapeee ~

in the college now ! waiting for my 3d max class to start !=D someone invite me to join him to "play" in the computer lab wahhhhh =.= im freaking sleepy and tired physically, but finally, IM FREE OF PROJECTS AND ASSIGNMENTS ! WOOOHOOOOO! teeeheeeeee~ oklar, not free of all, kbu college its not that generous, not in a million years. i still have research and analysis to do for my next project which is my FINAL PROJECT. but lets not spoil the mood now. its CNY in three weeks time !!!! happeeeee! gonna have dinner with huiying and annhwang tonight ! hapeeeeee =) i can finally have a good sleep tonight =D hapeeeeee !

ok. this is yet another random post. sorry for this boring post. bye. i'll do better after i have a good 12 hours of sleep =) see you on the next post.

p/s: someone say my blog no pictures very boring wahhh ~ in fact, i've never intend to make this a photo blog =.= i do post some occasioanally when i feel like i want to ok. ish! wan see pics go facebook lar ck.

randomly

im surprise at how the word " keep in contact ya "came out from ur mouth. say less of it unless u meant every of your words.

happy belated birthday xinhui =)

im damn sleepy now ........ BUT ! i had a wonderful night full of laughters with a bunch of fabulous friends =) its dear xinhui's belated birthday celabration ! hutang u the birthday prezzies first ya. its been a long time since we hang out and have fun like tonight. missing those days, but what to do we are the future designers =) all in all, i had fun tonight !especially in ck's car. =D will post up all the photos soon ....for now, T_________T i shall resume back to my cad drawings . goodluck everyone. we'll have a shopping date after this yar =)

random post

ok, im shuddering right now. not because of the cold weather but because of some random message my senior just posted up in facebook.

the storm was heavy~the storm was brutal~ but we manage to survive till the end~ non of us quit~non of us is a quitter ~we are the toughest designer of all ! - raymond-

i can feel the intensity im about to face in year 3. gosh. totally freak me out. any situation using the word "storm" to decribe aint goin to be a good one. i hope i can post that up when its my turn to have a taste of that "storm" we'll wait and see =)

january 2010

Here goes my extremely late pending welcome speech for year 2010 =)

2009 was definitely one hell of a year. Happy, delighted, surprises, emo, frustrated, dissapoinment, fun, u name it ! i endured it all in one whole year =D cant say its a brilliant year but definitely not a bad one too =) like i said, life is never a bed of roses , but never a bed of thorns too. I'll just leave the past in the past and paint 2010 with pretty hues of rainbows adding on a few sparkles =)

almost every of my peeps had alredy made their new year's resolution for yr 2010, wishes had been said and prayers had been silently done. " my new year resolutions" was the big tittle in almost every blog that i visited. everyone was so excited and naively hold on to the resolutions that they planned. Chance are, they made a new year's resolution, and broke it by the end of the year. how pathetic is that? The list of resolutions in new year never ever will ends. different people come out with different resolutions and from experience and all the cases i've witness, ALOT remain undone and little were fulfilled. Hence, i made the decision to not make any this year because i hate making promises to myself and breaking it at the end of the day. Instead, i came out with a list of " i'll try my very best ". take note that its not any new year resolutions or random promises, its just a list of things that i'll try my very best on =)

here goes the list :

I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST :

1) to cope with pressure and take control of my emotions rather than the emotions take control of me.

2)to change my attitude in facing all the workload.

3) to actually enjoy the process of model-making ( 50% there )

4) to take serious cautions on my health, my body have been sending out red signals warning me.

5) to achieve the 7/8 hours of beauty sleep as often as i can.

6) to not skip breakfast ( it will nv ever happen in a million years ) * i'll try *

7) to make amends to all the holes and bumps i've created last year

8) to rekindle my relatioship with all my best friends, buddies and soulmates. and of course to maintain the frienship i have now, with my coursemates, housies and roomies =)

9) to fold my blanket everyday after waking up .

10 ) to minimize the heap of clothes on the chair * its taking the shape of a mountain now*

11)Diet ! diet ! and DIET ! im getting fatter i think =( zoey says my face is the very shape of *cha shao pao * =(

12) to help and tutor my lil' bro on his coming PMR , although i duno how im going to do dat since im here and he's there. but we'll see.

13) to maintain my facial routine since its benefiting me now.

14) prevent from consuming oily food * but oily food always taste so god damn good !*

15) to ramp up my computer and 3d software skills

16) to regain my enthusiasm and the passion i once felt so optimistic about.

17) to read more fabuluos books * read the least books in this 3 years* extremely sad about it
=( i no longer have time for my obsession. i'll try this year =)

18) watch more movies in the cinema .

19) to learn how to regconise all the bloody directions. * its freaking hard , but please lar let me at least remember the direction to one u ! i dunwan after 4 years i have people asking me directions and i feel completely hopeless =(

20) to buy the beautiful red lizard i've alwayz wanted. and another hermit crab too ! hermit crabs are just AWESOMEEE =D

there are just way too many things i hope to try my very best on , but lets just focus on this 20 =) and leave the rest for next year . we cant do everything in one go right ? i'll just take it at a moderate pace and come back to this post on 2010 dec 31 to see how much i've achieve =)

i'll try my very best and if i cant achieve it, i'll try extra hard next year =)

Chinese New Year mode on !

OH MY ~~~ ! when the freaking hell will i finish all the bloody drawingssssss ~ amitabha , release me from all the burden of drawing PLEASE. since holiday i've been doing nothing but models and techinical drawings. geeez ! shit u ! drawings ! cant even make it for my fren's 21st b'day because of it. Anyway, i've found a way to at least make me feel more energize to complete all those bloody drawings. =D teeeheeee. CHINESE NEW YEAR TUNEEEEEES ~ bahahahahaa ~ i feel super duper energize man ! Its like the only motivation im left with now ! = D cant wait for chinese new year to come . everytime i turn on the music my heart beats 20 times faster and my whole spirit is up ! everytime i pass thru centrepoint's chinese medicine shop i feel damn happy & energize for erm . . . 10 seconds.

ahahahahahhahahahahaha ! im mad happy about chinese new year ! its exactly 4 weeks from now ! 4 WEEEKS ! ahahhahaa.

times up. okbye.

Out of the blue

Out of the blue , i miss my childhood days . . . . . . . . .

when i was small and christmas trees were tall . . . . . .

when i was just that tiny dot in that huge circle of devoted love . . . .

am still in that circle, but no longer the tiny dot. IM A HUGE DOT NOW . =)

p/s : i think im so cuteeeeee in that photo =D

here i am again . . .

hello bu10 , bye malacca. here i am again in this lil' rented room of mine with mix feelings. the emptiness and spaciaousness leave a big gap in my heart and the echo of my voices is deafening to my ears. am not exaggerating , we can hear our own echo if we talk slightly louder. one roomie gone and another coming in. cant say im excited but i know i'll soon learn to love her as much =)
(i hope). missed my hometown the moment i step in the house, but i know i have missed my housies and roomie too.

out of blue, i have the crave for kfc which i know would ended with me regretting the decision. so yeah , went for kfc with zhini and walking out with regrets and a vow to not have kfc in a long time. Tonight was suppose to be a small yum char session with cayenne and the housies but was cancelled because everyone was stuck with loads of pending homework. nvm. we'll find another one fine day =) * miss u lar cayenne. tak nampak bayang u pun till now. ur bayang has been replace with xin hui's bayang . haha. * i kept walking to your locker and walking back in dismay because the mirror is gone ! REPEATLY. * cant help it =)

while xin hui enlighten me with all the happening activities she had in the hols, zoey told me via msn that a condom was found in her room's wastebasket. she was furios ! OMG ! *sigh, ranji ar ranji, dun be so open eh. i very scare wan eh. for two weeks our housemates sees you with different guy everyday. they even hear your screams while having * eh hem * with biao ge. we very scare wan eh ! our house is already quite dark and scary dun make it darker please. wana have sex ? go somewhere else and please tone down ur screams, i dont care have a cloth stuck in ur mouth or seal ur mouth with masking tapes or wat, just be quiet ok!

obviously, im not writting this post with whole effort . BECAUSE, im in the middle of dressing up models and sending them to runway =D nice man . its like the only game im interested in =D thx for the game chia yee =)

ok bye. i need to dress up my models =)

p/s: slightly nervous for tomoro. hope everything goes well =)