january 2010

Here goes my extremely late pending welcome speech for year 2010 =)

2009 was definitely one hell of a year. Happy, delighted, surprises, emo, frustrated, dissapoinment, fun, u name it ! i endured it all in one whole year =D cant say its a brilliant year but definitely not a bad one too =) like i said, life is never a bed of roses , but never a bed of thorns too. I'll just leave the past in the past and paint 2010 with pretty hues of rainbows adding on a few sparkles =)

almost every of my peeps had alredy made their new year's resolution for yr 2010, wishes had been said and prayers had been silently done. " my new year resolutions" was the big tittle in almost every blog that i visited. everyone was so excited and naively hold on to the resolutions that they planned. Chance are, they made a new year's resolution, and broke it by the end of the year. how pathetic is that? The list of resolutions in new year never ever will ends. different people come out with different resolutions and from experience and all the cases i've witness, ALOT remain undone and little were fulfilled. Hence, i made the decision to not make any this year because i hate making promises to myself and breaking it at the end of the day. Instead, i came out with a list of " i'll try my very best ". take note that its not any new year resolutions or random promises, its just a list of things that i'll try my very best on =)

here goes the list :

I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST :

1) to cope with pressure and take control of my emotions rather than the emotions take control of me.

2)to change my attitude in facing all the workload.

3) to actually enjoy the process of model-making ( 50% there )

4) to take serious cautions on my health, my body have been sending out red signals warning me.

5) to achieve the 7/8 hours of beauty sleep as often as i can.

6) to not skip breakfast ( it will nv ever happen in a million years ) * i'll try *

7) to make amends to all the holes and bumps i've created last year

8) to rekindle my relatioship with all my best friends, buddies and soulmates. and of course to maintain the frienship i have now, with my coursemates, housies and roomies =)

9) to fold my blanket everyday after waking up .

10 ) to minimize the heap of clothes on the chair * its taking the shape of a mountain now*

11)Diet ! diet ! and DIET ! im getting fatter i think =( zoey says my face is the very shape of *cha shao pao * =(

12) to help and tutor my lil' bro on his coming PMR , although i duno how im going to do dat since im here and he's there. but we'll see.

13) to maintain my facial routine since its benefiting me now.

14) prevent from consuming oily food * but oily food always taste so god damn good !*

15) to ramp up my computer and 3d software skills

16) to regain my enthusiasm and the passion i once felt so optimistic about.

17) to read more fabuluos books * read the least books in this 3 years* extremely sad about it
=( i no longer have time for my obsession. i'll try this year =)

18) watch more movies in the cinema .

19) to learn how to regconise all the bloody directions. * its freaking hard , but please lar let me at least remember the direction to one u ! i dunwan after 4 years i have people asking me directions and i feel completely hopeless =(

20) to buy the beautiful red lizard i've alwayz wanted. and another hermit crab too ! hermit crabs are just AWESOMEEE =D

there are just way too many things i hope to try my very best on , but lets just focus on this 20 =) and leave the rest for next year . we cant do everything in one go right ? i'll just take it at a moderate pace and come back to this post on 2010 dec 31 to see how much i've achieve =)

i'll try my very best and if i cant achieve it, i'll try extra hard next year =)