emo

went thru ur profile , saw ur pics and realise u actually did come bc to malacca. T_________T
im speechless. and to think that we sms on the day when u act did come bc but didnt tell me, and when u didnt reply my msn messages when u reli did come bc , was a stab in my heart. may be im wrong about our friendship all the time T_____________T. how can u do this to me ?? when we were so close once before. all the promises that we made are all craps and bullshit huh? i didnt expect u to come back everytime to go out with me , or to hangout with me. i just hope that u can tell me when u come bc , u knw, so called once bestest frens. T____________T

may be friendship do change, or am i the one who havent grow up yet? it gotta be me rite ? im still dat stupid innocent girl that holds on to our relationship tightly like a precious gem. im the only one that keep on putting the effort to stay close together, may be u loathed it. im sorry that i've turn out to be a friend that u have to hide ur whereabout from. i shud jz grow up ! our friendship will never go back rite ? things do change. dun worry, i get it now.


just for this once , for the entire 7 years of being my best best besties and soulmate

I HATE U !