one of those things that kept me going on while i nearly break-down in assignments and projects was the fact that christmast holiday is near. when there is no hope we dig and dig and tend to cling on to that very hope that we dug out. just by someone mentioning would make me atleast feels that tiny bit of excitement. i heart christmas not because im a christian, not because i love santa claus, not because i love prezzies but of the same bunch of friends i hang out with every year for christmas. its kinda like a tradition for us for the pass few years and it has alwayz been the thing we were all planning big for it. this year was not to be different, at least thats what i naively thought. i actually forgot about how people change throughout the years, i actually forgot that not everyone is backing up that intention that all of us once solely swear and agree on. so may be im one of the few ones that still rmb. i have others inviting to spend some quality time together for christmast but it doesnt seems natural to celabrate with them because its not like that for the pass few years, i stick with the same bunch just because we all kept promise about it.
so quite a while ago, kim yeat actually ask me out on christmast with a couple of friends and i politely rejected and at that very moment i reject, i doubt on how im goin to celabrate this christmas. how sure was i that i actually do have a christmas celabration this year with the same bunch of friends.
BUT now, i just dont freaking care anymore ! =))) so what if its not the same bunch, people change so i guesse i need a change too =) hey ! its not like i dont have others to celabrate with ! im not gona waste my christmas =)) worst to worst i can just celabrate with my families =) hey ! i have super duper cool cousins lor =) amanda and celine is just as cool as all of you !!! xP malacca is a small great place to celabrate christmas tooo =)) i misss malacca =)
im looking forward to the coming two weeks hols and christmasssss wooohooooo~merry merry christmas everyone xP
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
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Merry Christmas to you Adeline! Im excited for this coming Christmas holiday too! At least I got the excuse to get myself away from all those crazy project and assignment for the reason of holiday~ :P Cheers~ :)
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