randoms

hmmmm...its almost two but no, those tiny bit of sleepy-ness havent reach me yet. i felt terribly sleepy this afternoon, may be the short hideous nap i took in mph did work for me =). so, tomoro its ME -DAY again. its gona be me and me and me and nobody else. *sigh i chose to not go genting with the gang coz im pathetic like that. i knw i wont be doing homework for the whole day tomoro. its really just for the peace of my conscience. im nt goin to enjoy fully because i feel guilty for neglecting my homework so might as well not go. somemore i skip class today =(( didnt feel right u knw, im not the skip-your-class type. its the second time in these few short months. T_____T noooo....im not turning it into a habit am i ??? this canot be tolerate ! apart from feeling guilty ....its definitely worth it though ! coz its my dear roomie-cayenne's birthday =) and 2012 is awesome ! WORTH IT !

so, because i let my geniue brain wanders freely just for tonight, i suddenly have lotsa options to make. what time shall i sleep tonight, its a waste to sleep early coz tomoro is the start of anew research. if i sleep late what time shall i wake-up tomoro ? if there is no accident or anything like that i think i will wake-up greeting mr sun. so, whats for lunch tomoro ? and dinner ? what movie/drama shall i watch before starting my research ? shall i appear busy or available in msn tomorrow ? shall i be kind and unblock everyone in my msn list just for tomoro ? shall take the whole afternoon reading my books or what. ok im being silly. im tired of making decisions. i shall leave everything to god . lol.

its another silly random post. i shall sleep in late for today. yeeeepeeeee. and plz let me be alive tomoro. i still want to live okay. im not that depressed to commit suicide ok dearest brian. dun worry.