bestest friends.

ouwhhh ! i reli miss my bestest friend so so so much . =( it seems like a decade since we gossip and exchange lil' useless topics and we-think-its-a-secret kind of secret . Those days were the best, we would phone each other every single day. (yes, seeing each other in class is just not enough for both of us =) ) we would talk talk, chat chat, gossip, gossip till our parents have to pay the shocking bill >.<>what u and hui ying always talk r ? so many things to say wan meh, canot go to school and talk meh . HAHAHA. and i would always reply OF COURSE CANOT LAR. CANOT WAIT LAR~ =P ouwwh, i miss her. she is literally my other half, she is the shadow of me, she is my pillar of support when i was unhappy. true enough we have our fair share of ups and downs, there was a period where both of us was so freaking busy with our own life that we left out each other from our lives. and i almost thought, ok we are done ! i accepted the fact that, we cant keep someone to ourself, people change, so do us. may be this is where our frindship stop and i shud jz let it go and be grateful for the fact that we were once the bestest friend. i cried so hard when i finally decided on that fact. silly me. i should have know, good friends, mutual friends, buddies, strangers may walk out of your life but not your bestest friend ! u cant just throw those years of friendship down the river and forget about it. bestest friend stays forever permanently. she's my emma, im her liv =) we are now the same as before ! it had never been better. =D in fact, bare in mind that, friendship needs time investment, dun ever shoo friends off with the excuse of being busy. they are where we are now.

we cant wait to see each other. im counting off the days till we meet, when that time comes, i wan to hear the full story of yesterday's cut short version of when rock star meets classic princess =D . love u much =D

here's a note by my ex-english tutor that i think is worth pondering on.

" So are you still BUSY? I'm sure there's a moment in time that we are not. If you could have time to chat online with a random stranger, you could have picked up the phone and call your dear friend. If you could have the time to play games at home, you could have spend the evening for a football game (example) with your friends or even coffee...If your friends could spend time for you, why can't you? People are too keen to make new and more friends, but they just freaking don't know how to retain those friends they make...It's not the volume, it's the quality. "