Friday, December 25, 2009

my dearest roomie =) i love you .

to my dearest roomie ~

dear cayenne , i still rmb the second person that i get to know in this house is you =) you gave me the impression of being a cute intelligent kind of girl , and true too u are cute , intelligent , independent and blurry too =D. although we were not roomies at the very beginning and we werent actually that close becoz of ...* u knw * we kind of tot you were in the same group as her =) but deep inside i hold no grudge against you and i actually admire you alot because you are everything that im not * except the blurrness * you have beauty with brains wherelse i have minimum beauty with a useless brain kept frozen inside the fridge. because im such a homie girl, ur independency actually shock me =) i actually really do hope that one day i can be as independent as you are =) two years ago, i will not go shopping on my own, two years ago i will not go out with public transport on my own, ......ect. but believe it or not i did all that and am comfortable with it now because of you . i always told myself if u can go out alone to find your friends without telling your parents . why cant i ? - Thank you -

As time flies , we got more and more close, eventually i shifted in as your new roomie =) the night that all hell break loose was the night i actually brave myself to ask you your opinion on * her * =) me and xinhui was so excited for our new member in the gang against *her* our relationship only got better and better from there =) we have so much fun as a gang and i loveee all my roomies in room 1 so so much especially you because we hang out so much , same class same house same course same gang =) its fun having you around. the best desicions i ever made this two years was shifting in to room 1 =) i dont know about u guys but i love the atmosphere in room 1 . we have such good relationship between our roomies i felt bless. we can be as quiet when we want to and as noisy when we want to. i like the mutual relation between us where we wake up in the morning of saturday/sunday and we dun feel the need to talk/communicate with each other, we dont have to force to communicate with each other , untill the time to plan for lunch or dinner. we talk when we want to, we shut ourself when we want to but our relationship is still as good =) Im not a very hygienic person at all, im actually quite messy, thank you for tolerating with me. im not sure wether i can ever find such good roomates in the future anymore . thanks for accepting me in room 1 - Thank you -

You are my second alarm clock. i'm not an early sleeper and an early riser like you, half of the time u were the one who woke me up with your shocking tone : OI! ITS 12 NOON LOR ! or ADELINE WE ARE LATE ! FASTER WAKE UP ! i really do appreciate that alot, i dont think everyone else's roomates is an alarm clock to them , may be its becoz we are in the same class , but still im glad and fortunate to have a human alarm clock when my mobile alarm doesnt work for me =) i dont know how im gonna survive after this , but - Thank you -

i still remember when u first came here, u told me u cant stand sleeping with the lights and music on. but with roomies that have different lifestyle , u eventually suit yourself to it. more like *immune* youself. im sorry for being a late sleeper and a hardcore music fans. i need the lights and music on when im awake but i know its hard for you. thx for tolerating with my lifestyle . - sorry , thank you -

i dont know wether u realise or not, i begin to rely alot on you. on almost everything. i keep on asking stupid questions every single day and thx for answering them with or without patience. especially in our projects and assignments. you are my life saviour. im not exaggerating , its true. im gona be so dead after this =( im gonna kill myself after this =( i rely ALOT on you on projects, physically and mentally. you were with me for every projects, every single bloody rushing projects. you help me not only physycally but also mentally. you support and advice me when i almost break-down. i duno , by chatting while rushing, you always manage to make me laugh when im actually stress to the max and im nt sure its ur silliness or my stupidness that pull us thru the bloody freaking sleepless nights. i guesse we got closer while exchanging small personal talks in the middle of those freaking bloody nights. i love them =) from bitching about college&lecturers, complaining about workloads to our family& friends and much more personal matters. i love chatting with you and having those personal talks =) makes the whole bloody night much more bearable. dont think im gonna survive after this but, ...... - Thank You -

you are a bright student , you pass every projects with flying marks wherelse im just an average student. im always average on everything. hence, i need alot of help during projects, you were always there for my stupid questions. without you may be i would even fail my project i think. im so freaking stupid i have to ask those question where i myself felt so embarrass , but u still help me with it.you gave suggestions and comments that i appreciated alot. you help me with everything that i dont know. and no, you have no idea know how much much much u meant to me. when i know you really are shifting i cried. Because i dun think im gonna survive without those bearable nights. its so lonely rushing for projects alone outside =( you were always sitting outside with me =( plus zhini is gonna graduate soon too. its gonna be a tough one for me on the next project. but still - Thank You -

from this post , may be some would think that we are soulmates or besties or bff those kind of things , but no, we are not. we are everything but not those. but i love you nevertheless. =) cool right , we are not soulmates, we are not besties , we are not best friend forever but i still love you as much =) you are one of the coolest roomie i ever had. eventhough i feel so sad and unwilling for you to shift but i cant do anything right, its not like if i pray hard for some fire or earthquake that would destroy your house it will happen right ? its not gonna happen right ? i dont know how im gonna survive without you and zhini's goin away soon too, everything will not be the same anymore after christmas. I guesse i'm force to accept it. Once again. i would like to say :

* THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING * will surely miss your absence in room 1.

p/s : once roomates forever roomates =) we are not best friend forever but roomates forever =)

2 comments:

Shenesse Chieng said...

So sad Adeline!~ so sentimental lah this post~ Want cry edi~ Dont feel sad adeline~ U have to learn how to be inedpendant in our life, jsut like what those lecturers told us everytime..just accept it to be a part of our life, we wont rely on someone forever, even our parents also, cayenne has guided you to so sth that u never do when she's with you, so its time for you to grow up without her now, adeline! Anyway, wish you all the best and Merry Merry Christmas to you! Santa Claus will send you another good roomies when u are back..=)

~adeline~ said...

ya, thank you shennese =) this is yet another process in our life. we wont have lifelong roomies. just pray to god i wont have an indian or malay as my new roomie. happy holiday ya =)