rambling .....rambling....rambling.....

its 2 am now, and my butt is still sticking on the chair donwstair with fat bloody mosquitoes sucking my fresh blood. geez. its essay again ! yeepeee =) the subject that i enjoy most ... teeeheeee.... because im such a long-winded person i can talk and talk and talk and over talk. almost 600 hundred words but not even close to the conclusion. die lor, i dont even knw wether im on the track or out of track. but nvm =) mr leong said its just a warm -up essay. its just a bloody warm-up essay, not dissertation OK .im gonna finish it today =)

*this post is just a rambling post, so pardon me for my sentence structures , no one rambles and still thinks of structures ok.*

im happy that my christmas celabration went well, im happy that i get to hangout with my schoolmates and some good friends, im happy that i've almost finish my essay, im happy that its holiday, im happy that im at home, im happy that i've a long chat with my cousins today, im happy that i've trim my eyebrow today, im happy that my complexion has improve a little, im happy that i've bought a dress and belt today.

im unhappy because holiday is ending, im unhappy i still have one final development model to finish before goin back to kl, im unhappy because one roomie has shifted, im unhappy because im leaving my home again next week.

so, looking at the scores, overall i think im still happy =) as we grew older and mature, we tend to hunt for the big thing to satisfied our desires. But sometimes, small tiny happenings and incidents can fulfill that crave too. just by chatting with your family&friends can be quite fulfilling too, even if its just craps. It all depends on how we interprete it. *blah blah blah......me with my philosophy again....*

im procrastinating too long now, gotta go back to my essay. sorry for such a random post =) *oh ya, alvin kwang you shock me ! u shock me with your face in the follower's list. how you dig my blog wan r. ok i admit im being a wee little bit anxious now. because i sense a tiny growth in my readers, never expected it because it all started out as a guarded empty space just to voice out my thoughts and feelings. but nevermind =) not my father or mother reading can d. *sigh, i guesse im not measured for the successful-blogger-type. im comfortable enough in this small circle of close friends =) welcome alvin =)

ok. bye. essay calling me. bye.