what shud i do ?

hmmmm....what shud i do in the 5 months long holiday ? ITS 5 MONTHS !!! omg ! ...damn long , nv ever in my life i had a holiday dis long. relieve though. after two yrs of sweat and blood on the field of wars, its time for me the hero, the saviour to return to my country , to my hometown, to my parents and frens. with a severe injury emotionally and mentally and a body half rotten, therefore, i will surely recuperate during this 5 months holiday. after a long haul of whining and complaining and those brilliant plans to freak off and hide under a bush instead of fighting the war, would i ever have de slightest emotion for it and actually misss those moments ? would i ? it would be pathetic then. my hand .....those once delicate hands, which is now half damage with thousands of skin cells killed after two yrs of handling with weapons , will my hands actually ache to touch those weapons again ? it would be even more pathetic then. And in the end , will i actually miss the entire war period? awwwww ...if ever dat happens ..it will make me the most pathetic person on earth !


but ....i duncare lar ....im goin to have as much fun as can in this 5 months ...cherish and aprreciate every moment with my family and frens. woooooohooooo....I CANT WAIT !!!! ..
OK ! enuf of procrastinating ....off to project-ing now ~