loss the ability to be patient.

i get pissed of quite easily when im tired and stress. i tend to eat up people with my stares and words. my dear housie zoey just told me that im quite emo and sensitive this few days. true enough. i realise that long before anyone realise it. i've never ever experience before the stressful chaotic days like i had this two years, never before in my pass 18 years. im so frustrated even after everything is over. im frustrated that my head is half bald now, im frustrated that my health is deteriorating, im frustrated that im sleepy and tired all the time,im frustrated that i still have loads of drawings to complete. im frustrated about almost anything. everything in my sight is a fuss now. hence, when people slightly mention or say something dat provokes me, i tend to eat them up with my stares and words, eventho its jz a simply simple statement. i get so sensitive that i think everyone around me is so irritating. =( so sorry guys if i ever hurt u with words or anything .... bear in mind its not done in purpose. usually i dun bother if u pissed me off or tease me, but when im tired i loss the ability to be patient. so please dun tease me or pick a fight with me i have no energy left for that, its either i fight or flight. im sorry too to some of my old besties, i barely reply and layan with sincere in msn, im jz too tired for teasing right now. im alwayz a good target for teasing and silly jokes, but next time okay guys. sorry. let me boost myself up first =)

*everyone is so mentally and phsycally tired recently, we really do need a release trip =)

-off to nap -