a pang of conscience

So are you still BUSY? I'm sure there's a moment in time that we are not. If you could have time to chat online with a random stranger, you could have picked up the phone and call your dear friend. If you could have the time to play game at home, you could have spend the evening for a football game (example) with your friends or even coffee...If your friends could spend time for you, why can't you? People are too keen to make new and more friends, but they just freaking don't know how to retain those friends they make...It's not the volume, it's the quality. If you have 1,000 you-think-it's-your-friends-but-they-are-not-coz-you-never-bothered-to-get-to-know-them-closer, who would be there for you when you need help?

-Ms Elise-

shameful to admit it, but i've probably made one of the silliest mistake all of us will make once in a while. just because u are a guy, i took you for granted. I actually did one of those things that only hypocrites would do. u would sms me 10 times, but i might only reply 3 times. u ask me out but never for once did i make my promises. u took the initiative to keep in touch with me while i thought that u were quite annoying. u remembered my birthday while i only remembered once. u gave me present when all the time i had forgotten its ur birthday. never for once did i feel shameful till our last conversation just now which i reckon would be our last if i never undo the wrongs that i have made.

Im sorry. if in future u never would even wanto look at me or may b u recognize me but u are just freaking tired of my attitude, i would never blame you.because its all my fault. i still do treasure you but i guesse i took you for granted and broke our relationship. sorry.

thanks to me, i've successfully pissed off one of my long time friend.